exaddict: (o24)
cυllen ѕтanтon rυтнerғord ([personal profile] exaddict) wrote in [community profile] ruinations 2016-01-15 07:21 am (UTC)

[ Cullen understands, though this may be truly the first time he's had the opportunity to make as many friends as he has. Through his training and the many transfers he's experienced, Cullen tried not to get attached to those surrounding him. Many times, it failed, and he was met with the consequences of losing friends both in combat and separation. It's caused a distance, something even his family has unfortunately suffered through. ]

[ While she speaks, he looks at their hands, watches as his thumb rolls lazy circles over her knuckles. There is always a touch of regret when he allows himself to grow attached to someone, and Neria is a strong reminder of that. Knowing he could lose her again at any moment... It's uncomfortable. And the same could be said of his fellow advisors, of the Inquisitor he has grown to admire and trust. ]

It is much the same here. Even I find myself a bit surprised by the concept.

[ His gaze meets with hers at the mention of letting go, feeling better in doing it. ]

I've... Never quite tried that myself, to be honest.

[ Every time he has? It's been pure accident. His feelings for Neria being one of those accidents. ]

I don't find it silly, no.

[ He clears his throat, looking away yet again. ]

Suppose I could stand to let go every once in a while myself.

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