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ɴᴇʀɪᴀ sᴜʀᴀɴᴀ ([personal profile] unabatedly) wrote in [community profile] ruinations 2016-01-15 10:08 pm (UTC)

It's not discomfort.

[ It's not. Or, rather, it isn't directed at the idea that he was thinking about her, and more that she does not understand why. ]

I merely... I suppose I'm curious what my ghost made you feel. I'm trying to imagine some horrible spirit standing in the corner, glaring and judging you, and I hope that's not how you felt.

[ They knew each other such a short time and while who she was ten years ago might have been more obvious to onlookers - that she was Irving's apprentice, studious, curious, who was loyal to friends but made poor choices in who her friends should be - she knows very little of Cullen himself. Even ten years ago, she knew very little. ]

I don't want to have made you feel as if you were someone who deserved my reproach. I don't have any right to judge you.

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