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ɴᴇʀɪᴀ sᴜʀᴀɴᴀ ([personal profile] unabatedly) wrote in [community profile] ruinations2018-08-05 11:39 am
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what if there is light beyond the dark; (psl)

[ It had been weeks since she first summoned Siegfried in a ritual, a desperate plea for help in the dark. Dwarfing her in height and in raw power, Siegfried was exactly what Neria needed - a dragon slayer, a being who was seemingly invincible and showed no flagging in his stamina. He became her partner and guide, someone who was as dedicated as she to saving the world.

Over those weeks, she has learned more and more about Siegfried's place in his old world. A granter of wishes, someone who tried to please everyone. He is a quiet soul, stalwart, and softly chides her when she is pushing herself too hard - even when he does the same. Siegfried is her only companion in the wilds, traveling the world, as Neria has long given up trying to stay with a group, and she comes to find she prefers his quiet company. He is thoughtful and clever, driven as she is. Their needs align often enough that very few arguments or debates arise, and she is all the more pleased for it.

At night, he is the warmth beside her; in battle, he is the strength at her back, her right arm.

She begins to forget what life was like before him, too used to his company.

Now and then, they slip into broken fissures in the Deep Roads to clear out Darkspawn. They collapse tunnels and set fire to the nests they find. Tiring and dangerous work in between all of the other trouble Neria has on her shoulders. Time and time again, she feels guilty for calling Siegfried, who only wishes to help...and who is stuck doing this work with her, again and again, with no thought or care to himself. He puts himself in harm's way for her, shields her when they come under attack.

You're going to die if you keep trying to save me like this, she tells him more than once. He only smiles.

Exhausted, they climb out of the Deep Roads and make camp one night down by the river. Hair pulled from its braid, sticky with blood, Neria mops up his wounds and her own. ]


There is a town only a day's walk from here. Tomorrow we can look into real shelter for an evening.

[ He does not need a bed, she knows, being the Servant he is. It seems wholly cruel, though, to treat him like a creature or some kind of ethereal being. He is a person with needs and wants; he is her partner. To that end, she considers him to be like any other person, and tends to him as she would for anyone she cares for.

Healing magic washes over his body as she works to scrub the gore from his arms. ]


Does it hurt?
gerechtigkeit: <user name=lastlinks> ([versichern] Like the torpidness)

[personal profile] gerechtigkeit 2018-08-31 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[If he were to be honest, life with his Master (Neria, she reminds him, as she feels she does not deserve that title, nor does he need to place her any higher than him) is something he enjoys. Being a Servant, it's often enough that he's considered nothing more than just a weapon for others to use and better themselves with, like a prized possession rather than supporting the life and breath of another person. And as a Saber class hero, he is sought after even more- his rankings are higher, and he is the strongest class of the standard ones, barring Berserker. He is a tool, and has come to accept that role, even if it is not one he truly wishes to be. So long as he is allowed to carry out his wish- to be allowed to act in the name of justice, he will assist and do as his Master says, at whatever the cost.

Perhaps that's why he and Neria get along so well. Both willing to sacrifice, both with heavy burdens, taking as much as they can to help as many as they can... it is enough weight that it could outright kill them. With one, it already has. Siegfried finds that he enjoys his Master's company, and the time they spend together allows for the both of them to aid others and do as they desire.

On this night, she tells him of where they're headed, and there's a smile on his face as he listens. He needs no rest, he needs no care or consideration that she always gives, and by now he's learned to stop trying to stop her from treating him. He can heal on his own, and yet she insists on taking care of him, as if he were an actual person.

At her question, he shakes his head.]


No, I'm fine- the darkspawn didn't manage to break through my armor much at all this time. [It never hurts, not really. And even if it did, he would never tell her. His reply is spoken with thanks from a man who is so used to being considered less than human, that to anyone else, it would almost sound absurd. But Neria understands Siegfried as a person, and he is all the more grateful for it.]
gerechtigkeit: <user name=invasions> ([sprechen] No matter how many times)

[personal profile] gerechtigkeit 2018-09-24 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Siegfried goes to argue against her point, but finds he honestly cannot. It’s true- the darkspawn have surprised him in breaking through his defenses, but his magic vulnerability has always been far weaker to his physical. The blight may not be magical, but something about it can still strike at him where he least expects it.

And he can't afford that when it comes to his back.

Her desire to keep him safe doesn't go unnoticed, and Siegfried's brow furrows in thought. As a Heroic Spirit, any alteration of his form won't remain even if he wills it to. The last thing he wants is for his Master to worry about him while she's trying to defend herself. Even as he tries to keep her safe from harm- he knows he cannot, for she will not let him fight alone.

He sighs, a thought coming to his mind vaguely, unsure of how to explain himself.]


...before coming here, there was something called "Ascension." [He remembers his time in Chaldea briefly, as they'd only just begun to correct the history of the world.] I don't know the complexity of it, unfortunately. But it allowed us to gain strength and be able to withstand more as time went on, and more ascensions were done. [He pauses, thinking.] I'm not sure what we could find here that would be similar, but it is possible.
gerechtigkeit: ([nein] That I've been sorry)

[personal profile] gerechtigkeit 2018-09-24 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[To her first questions, he nods.] They varied, and I don't think some even exist here. But dragon fangs as well as scales, phoenix feathers, void dust- things that aren't common in the slightest. [He tilts his head, mulling over a thought for a moment.] I don't know what else can be found here- we collected those in our journeys across singularities.

[He closes his eyes, truly thinking over the possibilities.]

I haven't been through it, no- but I've seen others who have. The only thing that changed with them was how they looked. Their personality remained the same, and I don't believe they were harmed at all. If anything, they seemed grateful.

[He opens his eyes once more.]

Master, if this will protect you and us from danger in the future, then I will do whatever I must in order to keep you safe.
gerechtigkeit: ([sanft] I'm standing on the rooftop)

[personal profile] gerechtigkeit 2018-09-24 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Any of those would help, I'd imagine. [There's a huff of amusement from him, at that.] It's unsurprising that a dragonslayer like myself needs those for ascension.

[His face eases into a smile, at that.]

You've done so much for me already, do not ever believe you haven't. Both you and I take what precautions we can against the Blight, and I've yet to feel anything change. If anything ever happens, or I notice anything amiss, we'll face it together.